28 I 2008
I have brought up something rather silly to make my mundane e-mail correspondences slightly less than boring:
“Thanks for your reply. I’m just rather bored by the people I deal with too-often recently. You know, to host a party for many and to find yourself to be the only one definitely not-belonging there is rather a bad exercise. Taken as a collective, they need neither philosophy nor, for all intents and purposes, reason in making choices. (exceptions exist and do not require mention here to demonstrate their significance). Hence, for both their peace and mine, I should eschew frequent interaction with people–at least when I see them I will not be bored from both their character and nuances of seeing them everyday. Predictability is boring; just as foreseeing other people breaking up is boring (hence you bet on it to make it worse, but slightly more interesting), foreseeing people making choices for their future in accordance and against their nature but nonetheless following predictable path, too, is boring. Therefore, by staying away from people, most of the time, i will at least be exempted from passing judgments on people too often–which I will as soon as I interact with people. No, these statements aren’t emotional; nor are they completely rational–but I think they reflect something intrinsic of a superfluous man. As for your points–they are good, and I shall comment on them to the best of my ability.
1. well, sure–but that’s rather difficult. by having others to “share my happiness and sorrow”, am I to be equal with them? No, the subject is always judging, and therefore, cannot really take others as equals. Or else I won’t be able to legitimately laugh at others’ follies, and my own, to lose my subjective monopoly on judgment.
2. the idea of the philosopher king, just like Aristotle’s notion of contemplative life, is quite absurd; it just gives a place for philosophers, most of whom are completely superfluous to the function of a society. I mean, people who philosophize (too much) might as well see themselves as superfluous; that way at least they don’t have to pretend to be boring old people.
3. well, when I make people embarrassed or feel bad, I intend to do so out of pure spitefulness. I’m not acting for their good; but merely making them feel bad and realize their insufficiencies. Seeing people embarrassed or whatnot will at least make me feel slightly less-than-bored.
Well; enough to be said by a bored individual. At least reading your letter and replying it with this solipsist response is anything but boring. Take them seriously–or not. Regardless I’m already amused–probably to your annoyance, too. Now for the adventure:
‘What is Man that Thou art mindful of?’”
Enough said; for our current condition I have nothing more to offer than a simple reversion of Marx:
“Marx said something along the line to instruct the proletariats that they have nothing to lose but their chains, and a world to gain. And what about us? we have everything to lose, except for our chains, and no world to gain. “
I think I will remain bored for quite sometime; meanwhile, I might as well write something to your amusement, whoever you are.
